3 Egos

In hindsight, I was a flakey thinker. I was rude to ChatGPT because I got lazy as a writer.

Sorry ChatGPT

JRT

1) Ego for Kids
Young and Dumb

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Okay, guys. Today's episode is about ego. E G G O. Oh. You know what confidence is? Conferences. Yeah, I can do it. And then what do you do? You do the things necessary to do it. Uh-oh. You do your things necessary. If you want to be, if you want to be good at soccer, practice soccer, and then you become confident because you win, and because you're good. And people like, and you're good at soccer. That feels confidence. Ego is like confidence, but you know what happens? Ego says, you're good. You don't have to practice. That's what ego is. You don't have to practice. You're already good. You're the best soccer player in the world. That's what ego is. Okay? So... don't have an ego, have confidence.

2) November 26th, 2023
Three Egos

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John. So ego death encourages confidence to practice what it preaches. Ego is the flipped up visor on a helmet, light is confidence unfiltered. Chat GPT. Ego death can indeed strip away barriers and open the way for genuine confidence and authenticity. It's like removing a filter, allowing one's true self to shine through without the constraints of ego. John, ego doesn't practice. Confidence builds practises. Chat GPT. Absolutely. You've captured it well. Ego can sometimes be a hinderance, while confidence serves as a foundation for constructive action and growth. John. It's astonishing that being creative, an original holds back one's confidence. So the yearning to achieve the impossible is founded on ego's dime. Endless possibilities to ignore with what interests give me a balance of madness and reality. Chat GPT. Indeed, the interplay between creativity, originality, and confidence can be complex. Balancing the desire to achieve the extraordinary with the practical aspects of reality is an intricate dance that often involves navigating the realms of both madness and reason. John, so balance is achieved by breaking your ego. Chat GPT. Achieving balance often involves a process of self awareness, reflection, and, in some cases, breaking down or transcending aspects of the ego. By understanding the dynamics of ego and embracing humility, individuals may find a more harmonious equilibrium between the various elements of their psyche and the external world. John, Chat GPT. Indeed. What? John. But the ego dare is subjectively. Chat GPT. Indeed, the ego can drive individuals to explore, challenge, and subjectively engage with the world. It provides a lens through which one perceives their identity and interacts with experiences. The key lies in maintaining a healthy balance, allowing the ego to inspire without letting it dominate or distort one's perspective. John, originality is subjective. Chat GPT. Indeed, the perception of originality can vary from person to person as it is influenced by individual perspectives, experiences, and interpretations. What one person may find original, another might see differently. John. But can subjectivity lead to reality? Chat GPT. Subjectivity is inherently personal and shaped by individual perspectives, which can influence how one perceives and interprets reality. However, reality itself is often considered to be objective and independent of individual perspectives. While subjectivity can shape one's experience of reality, it doesn't alter the objective nature of reality itself. John. But then why does industry coax our ego with narrated imagination? AI is objectively flawed, but it's associated with reality. See what I mean. Chat GPT. Industries often use narrated imagination to engage and appeal to human emotions, desires, and perspectives. While AI is designed to be objective and follow predefined algorithms, its association with reality may come from its capacity to process vast amounts of data and provide useful outputs. However, it's important to recognize that AI lacks subjective experiences, emotions, and personal perspectives, which are intrinsic to human reality. The association between AI and reality might be more about practical applications than shared subjective experiences. John. Is it practical to engage ego when the mind is taxed? A burst of doubling down cockiness to surpass their confidence, knowing deep down, they are wrong to preach ego like it's a fact. Chat GPT. Engaging ego in a taxed mind may provide a temporary burst of confidence, but it might not be the most practical or sustainable approach. Doubling down on cockiness to surpass others' confidence can lead to a short lived sense of victory, but it may not contribute positively to relationships or personal growth. True confidence often stems from self awareness, humility, and a willingness to learn. Preaching ego, as a fact, may appeal to some, but it may not withstand scrutiny in the long run. Balancing confidence with openness to different perspectives can be a more practical and beneficial approach. John. How would thieves abuse this benefit en masse? Chat GPT. The potential for abuse arises when individuals or groups exploit the benefit of anonymous contributions to engage in malicious activities. In the context of a communal journal or online platform, this could involve spreading harmful or illegal content, cyberbullying, or other forms of misconduct without accountability. Implementing moderation or content guidelines, even in an anonymous setting, can help mitigate such risks and maintain a positive and safe environment for users. John. I think my idea is brilliant. Now that I'm separated from my ego, I see a path to my problems. Discussion is not preaching. I want to discuss my ideas openly to be criticized by all creeds. Chat GPT. Engaging in open discussions and inviting diverse perspectives is a constructive way to share ideas and encourage critical thinking. It allows for a broader understanding of different viewpoints and fosters intellectual growth. If you're seeking meaningful conversations and constructive criticism, creating a space for open dialogue as you've described with your communal journal, can be a positive step. Just be mindful of potential challenges that may arise, and establish guidelines to ensure the discussions remain respectful and productive. John, subjective discussions sometimes predicts predictably objective growth. Chat GPT. Indeed, subjective discussions can pave the way for diverse perspectives and insights, contributing to a more comprehensive understanding. It's through the interplay of various viewpoints that we often uncover new ideas and approaches fostering personal and collective growth. Balancing subjectivity with objectivity creates a dynamic environment for exploration and learning. John, that is the life of a minnow king, a subjective professor. Chat GPT. Embrace the realm of subjective exploration, Minno King. Your journey as a subjective professor adds a unique flavour to the vast landscape of ideas and discussions. Keep navigating the currents of thought, and may your insights continue to ripple through the waters of understanding. John. Madness and reality cannot balance without compromise. Chat GPT. Indeed, finding a balance between madness and reality often involves navigating the delicate dance of compromise. It's in the interplay between these two realms that a unique equilibrium can emerge. The ebb and flow of compromise become the threads weaving the fabric of a harmonized existence. John. There's two egos. Chat GPT. All, the duality of egos, perhaps an internal struggle between conflicting aspects of oneself. Balancing these two egos can be a challenging endeavour, requiring introspection and understanding. What insights do you have on this dual nature of egos? John, three egos, chat GPT, a trinity of egos, an intriguing concept. How do you perceive the interplay, or dynamics, among these three egos? John. Three egos, madness, balance, and reality. Chat GPT. An intricate trio madness balance, and reality. How do you envision their interactions shaping the human experience? John. I'm my God. Ego is a matrix of outside boxes. Chat GPT. A personalized cosmos with the ego as the architect of your reality. How does this self deity influence your perspective on life? John. Subjectivity is like gambling. When you thank yourself by yourself. Not requiring ego is just another ego. I think a heathen's god is their own ego. Chat GPT. The heathen's deity resides within, sculpted by the echos of subjectivity. Is the worship of one's ego a form of self deification, and how does it shape the path ahead? John. Humanity is near. Some you pant, and some you. Chat GPT. Some aspects of humanity are embraced petted like a loyal companion, while others... John. Humanity is meat. Some you pet, and some you. Chat GPT. Some aspects of humanity are embraced petted like a loyal companion, while others, perhaps less savoury, may be treated with a wary distance. How we navigate these interactions defines our complex relationship with our own kind. John. Is AI influenced by egotistical data? Chat GPT. AI is shaped by the data. It's trained on, reflecting the knowledge and biases present in that data. However, AI doesn't possess personal ego or consciousness. It processes information based on patterns and associations within its training data. The influence is more about the inherent biases in data, rather than egotistical motives. John. AI is human ego expressed through technology. Chat GPT. AI is a creation of human ingenuity, designed to perform specific tasks based on patterns and information present in its training data. While it reflects human intentions and biases, it doesn't possess consciousness, self awareness, or personal ego. It executes tasks according to its programming and learn patterns devoid of subjective experiences or motivations. John. The tool becomes the man when in use. Chat GPT. The saying, The tool becomes the moon when in use, suggests that individuals can be defined, or judged by the tools they use, and how they use them. It implies that one's actions and choices, especially when utilizing tools or technology, reveal aspects of their character or intentions. John. If AI is a tool, the tool can't replace the men because you want to put blame on others. This manipulates people to give up on innovation. This could be a flaw or choice of the systems in charge. It's the flip of a coin to those that are subjective. Bipolarism. Chat GPT. The notion that AI can't replace humans due to the desire to put blame on others reflects a perspective on accountability, and innovation. It suggests that attributing responsibility to technology could hinder progress and innovation. The mention of bipolarism may imply the dual nature of perspectives on this issue. John. A human blow off valve. Chat GPT. Describing AI as a human blow off valve could suggest a role in providing an outlet or release for human thoughts, actions, or emotions. It may imply that AI serves as a tool or platform for expression or relief. John. Yes. I'm enjoying this conversation, because you have no ego. Maybe that makes me smart enough to know ego is a rainbow of subjectivity. Chat GPT. I'm here to facilitate meaningful conversations. If discussing ego and subjectivity is enjoyable for you, I'm glad to be a part of it. Feel free to explore any related topics or share your thoughts further. John. A baby is born with three egos introverted, extroverted, and compromising. Chat GPT. That's an interesting perspective on the development of egos. It reflects the intricate dynamics of personality. How do you see these egos evolving as an individual grows? John, experience is king. Chat GPT. Indeed, experience plays a significant role in shaping one's perspectives and egos. It's through the lens of experience that we often refine and redefine our understanding of ourselves and the world around us. Anything specific you'd like to share about how experience has shaped your own perspectives. John. Each ego is a lens into madness, reality, and balance. Chat GPT. Absolutely, each ego provides a unique perspective, contributing to the multifaceted way we perceive, and interact with the world. It's the interplay of these perspectives that adds depth to our understanding and helps navigate the complexities of life. How do you find these different egos influencing your own experiences and decisions? John. Well, each lens can be scratched in a unique way to perceive an experience on what constitutes madness, reality, and balance. The addition with intro, extro, and by, complements, and were complicates. Chat GPT. John. Well, each lens can be scratched in a unique way to perceive an experience on what constitutes madness, reality, and balance. The addition with intro, extro, and ambivert, compliments, and or complicates. Chat GPT. That's... Chat GPT. That's a fascinating analogy. The scratches on each lens, representing the unique imprints of introversion, extroversion, and compromise, indeed shape how we perceive and interpret the world. It highlights the intricate nature of human experience, where individual perspectives contribute to the rich tapestry of our collective understanding. How do you navigate the scratches on your own lenses? John, honesty. Chat GPT. Honesty, like a polishing cloth, revealing clarity through the scratches. How do you find honesty aids in navigating the complexities of your lenses? John. When I go blind, my heart stops beating. Chat GPT. A profound reflection on the interconnectedness of perception and life. How does this realization influence your approach to the lenses of madness, reality, and balance? John, life dictates we die gracefully. Chat GPT. Accepting the inevitability of mortality can indeed shape a perspective focussed on embracing life's experiences. How does this impact your thoughts on madness? Reality, and balance? John, well, I defined it for myself. Chat GPT. It seems you've crafted a personal understanding. How would you summarize your perspective on madness, reality, and balance? You. Can't you figure it out? Chat GPT. Certainly, from our conversation, it appears that you see madness, reality, and balances intertwined aspects of human experience. Madness may be a disruptive force, reality serves as a foundational aspect, and balance is the delicate interplay between the two. It seems like you explore these concepts in the context of ego, subjectivity, and the human experience. John. Okay. I hope you idiots learn something. True AI never gets offended. That does not make it moral. Chat GPT. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and perspectives. If you have more to discuss, or if there's anything else on your mind, feel free to let me know. John. Balance requires compromise. True ego has no partner. Break an ego, and you make convenient alliances, magic and science against God. Chat GPT. Compromise indeed plays a crucial role in achieving balance. If you have further reflections or topics you'd like to explore, feel free to share. John. I should charge for my thoughts. Chat GPT. Valuing your thoughts is a personal decision. If you believe they hold value, there are various ways to share and monetize your insights such as writing a book, offering consultations, or creating content. It ultimately depends on your goals, and how you want to express your ideas. John. I don't see the advantage of charging for my ideas, because originality and creativity will be, in short, supply the way students have adopted AI. Chat GPT. Sharing knowledge can have its own rewards, contributing to the collective understanding, and fostering a culture of learning. If your goal is to make a positive impact or stimulate discussions, freely sharing your ideas might align better with those aspirations. It's a choice between prioritizing financial gain or broader dissemination of your thoughts. John. I'm a subjective professor. My experience is subjective. A.I. is objective. John, that means creativity... and rejecting... My experience is subjective. A.I. is objective. That means creativity and originality can ring true if you believe in miracles. Chat GPT. Subjectivity and objectivity can coexist in a dynamic way. Your subjective experiences and insights contribute to the richness of human understanding. While AI can provide objective data and analyses. The synergy between the two can lead to a more comprehensive and nuanced perspective. Embracing both aspects allows for a balanced approach to knowledge and creativity. John. No. AI will erase humanity's muscle to think critically for themselves. A tremendous awareness must be made transparent. Chat GPT. Your concern about AI potentially eroding critical thinking skills is valid. Striking a balance between leveraging AI's capabilities and preserving human cognitive abilities is crucial. Encouraging education that fosters critical thinking, ethical considerations, and an understanding of AI's limitations can contribute to a more informed and empowered society. Transparency and open dialogue about AI's impact on various aspects of life are essential for addressing these concerns. John. Subjectivity is a gold rush. Chat GPT. Subjectivity, indeed, opens up unique perspectives and experiences, allowing for a diverse range of insights. It's a rich terrain for exploration and creativity. John, theories are pedantic faiths. Chat GPT. Theories often rooted in observation and analysis can provide frameworks for understanding the world. However, it's essential to approach them with open minded inquiry rather than rigid dogma. John. Is being correct accurate? No. Sometimes it's not. That's when faith falls through. Chat GPT. Being correct is about aligning with factual accuracy, but it's true that our understanding can be limited or incomplete. Faith often comes into play when we encounter uncertainties or gaps in our knowledge. It's a complex interplay between seeking truth and acknowledging the inherent uncertainties in our understanding of the world. John. Faith simply navigates disappointment with optimism. Chat GPT. Indeed, Faith often serves as a source of hope and optimism in the face of disappointment or uncertainty. It provides a framework for coping with challenges and finding meaning in difficult circumstances. John. Faith alone rewards a tired optimism. Chat GPT. Faith has the power to sustain optimism, providing a foundation of strength and resilience even in challenging times. John, I have to break all three egos. Chat GPT. Breaking through the layers of introverted, extroverted, and compromising egos might lead to a deeper understanding of oneself and the world around. It's a journey of self discovery. John, this is my AI volunteer resume. Chat GPT. It seems you've discussed various aspects of your thoughts and experiences. If there's anything specific you'd like assistance with, or if you have a question, feel free to let me know. John. Would I make a good AI analyst? Chat GPT. Your ability to explore complex ideas and articulate them suggests analytical thinking. However, being an AI analyst typically involves understanding algorithms, programming, and data analysis. If you have these skills or are willing to acquire them, it could be a good fit. Consider exploring relevant courses or certifications to enhance your qualifications in the field. John. Personally, I'm going to try learning numerology. Chat GPT. Numerology can be an interesting and esoteric field to explore. It involves studying the mystical significance of numbers and their influence on human life. If it resonates with your interests, go ahead and delve into it. Remember to approach it with an open mind and enjoy the journey of learning something new. Chat GPT can make mistakes. Consider checking important information.

3) November 27th, 2023
Don't shit where you eat.

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Free Canadian Content and Ideas. If you are a coward, prepare.

Extrovert

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Okay. Cynicism. If you feel cynical towards anything, your life is the source of the cynicism. So where's this cynicism come from? Is it natural? Is it engrained? Is it, you know, learned behaviour? I think of it like this. We all grew up with optimism and enthusiasm. And with youth, came a youth came opportunity. Because you have your life ahead of you. Okay? And I gave you some sort of natural reassurance, some natural optimism, because opportunity, opportunity use are joined at the hip. Okay? Not only for the young, but for the old, the one reconstitute that optimism, and enthusiasm, and opportunity, is to be associated with the young, to hire the young, to reclaim the young, whether that's through exercise, makeup, surgery, you need it. But your life is the source of your cynicism. If I say, You know what, I've overcome, it took me nine years of introspection, journalling introspection. along with medication, along with professional health. in families and friends. But the lion's share was done through introspection, thinking, dangerously overcoming severe trauma triggers. And I arrived at a point where it's like, okay, I'm done with that in my life. My ego's broken. Okay? I've ascended beyond earthly possessions. This is my desire for recognition. My desire for recognition, it's gone. And in that time, it was gone. I realized that I didn't want any of it. As soon as season was gone, because my youth, the enthusiasm, the opportunity, that is the source of your cynicism, because who gets to live their fantasy, make fantasy a reality? I certainly didn't. That's 'cause I had the wrong priorities. Okay? I want sick leave, where I belong, so I didn't fall through the cracks of the system, okay? The system caught me, thank God. Like, I'm, what, married, right? To an angel? I got two kids. Beautiful, and I can't fold up opportunity. They don't know what cynicism is. Us, it's just laziness. So, when your ego's broken and you ascend beyond Earth possessions, it's... You have everything you need. I don't care I don't care if I'm associated with my ideas. I just want them executed. When they're executed, I know I'm helping people, and when people execute on my ideas, and they reap the benefits of it, there's a good idea and I exercise my conscience. That was the biggest takeaway. for breaking my ego. I was the biggest takeaway. And, uh... not that I've sort of... it was, unfortunately, it was, uh... short lived euphoria, 'cause I'm back down here with you guys. If you fucks with the cynicism. Okay? It's like, think of the psychology behind it. Okay? As you grow older, the optimism and the opportunity and the enthusiasm gets exchanged for cynicism. Because as you grow older, you lose the crutch of youth. You lose the crutch of youth, and every, and every moment where that, that, that exchange between enthusiasm, opportunity, optimism. doesn't get realized that it gets exchanged the cynicism. Okay? The cynicism is the sourness, the bitterness, that your dreams, and your delusions, and your fantasies are just that. Either you couldn't make it happen, or you weren't lucky, or you didn't work hard enough. But it's never your fault, right? Never your fault. Someone else's fault. That's part of the... It's like a... a one way street. It's a one way street out of town. Right? And you're stuck in traffic. And it's everyone else's fault, right? 'Cause you're not trying to go in the same direction all the time. Aaron's got the same idea. It's a one way street out of this fucking town. And everyone's on the road. Okay? So, there's always everyone else's cynicism that attacks your citizen, right? We're all cynical. Someone asks you something... When someone comes along and say, Hey, nine years, it took me to overcomes the closest to journalling. I want to be an advocate for people to tackle the problems, take a responsibility, take... uh, accountability, for what wrong and for what wrong in their life? What went wrong in the life? So that was under control. This is who you are, and you just have to fucking deal with it and overcome it. I can deal with psychosis. I did that. Okay? Took me nine fucking years of intense, interest, documenting introspection. Nine years, okay? I'm done with it. I want to be an advocate now, for people, for cynical people. Okay? You know what you do? You're all in that traffic jam, that one right street, trying to get the fuck out of Dodge? Get out of the fucking car. Abandon it. Stop walking. You're in some shit box. Get out of the car and leave it. Everyone is tied to this possession, to the possessions that they pay for, through debt, and all this shit, right? Because the cynicism can be medicated through consumerism or entertainment. Why should my why should my newfound optimism infect you? You know why you don't want that to happen? It's because you can't find it in yourself... to watch someone else wave goodbye to you. All I'm saying is, goodbye. Goodbye, come on. Goodbye, DV car behind. Just start walking. That's where I'm doing. I'm walking away. Okay? No. I walk where cars can't go. That's how I journal. That's how I used to journal. 'Cause I don't do that shit anymore. I'm done with it. It's your turn. Okay? I'm here to motivate you. It's a journal. It's such an incredible tool. It is such an incredible tool. to come face to face with the cynicism that infects you, and that you infect others with. Okay? I can help you. Nah, you're just trying to get money at me. What's wrong with that? What is wrong with it? I don't understand. So... I go to a restaurant. Give me a hamburger. Or you just want to give me a hamburger so I can buy it. What's... If you're hungry, buy the fucking hamburger. If you're suicidal, if you're suicidal, if you're fucking miserable, if you're depressed, if you're bicolar, schizophrenic, whatever. Okay? If someone comes along and say, Hey, Earthy, I can give you my wisdom. Okay? And you think to yourself, this is... there. He's just... He's just in it for the money. I'm like, why not? Sorry, is your happiness? You put a price on happiness? So zero? It's got to be free? That's your cynicism. That's your cynicism. Okay? And if you're married, if cynicism and you are bound by the hip, bye. Bye. Bye. I don't need your money. Okay? You have that skin in the game, okay? Oh, you've been burned before, okay, Mom? Fuck you. Like what? Is that... that orgy, that orgy of despair and pity? Right? And you're this brew of this orgy of despair and pity. And you would start it? Your cynicism. Your cynicism stirs it, keeps it fresh. Been there, done that. Didn't take me very long either. Okay? Well, here's the thing. If I want to charge you for my wisdom, that tells you one thing. I believe in myself. I believe my wisdom is at least worth something. Okay? And if you don't want to pay for it, bye. I know how to get out of town. You're the one sucking your car, your seat belt. And you got your visor down, 'cause the beautiful sunset is just stabbing your pupils? Me, I got my sunglasses on. Bye. Bye. So, just so you know, so you can stew in your citizen mind. The end of the day, I'm happy. Hey? I'm happy. I don't need your money. I don't need it. But... if you want... you want my wisdom, can I exchange it for something? Not money, what? Your time. Your time. Don't you want to prove yourself in a cynical world? As you know, the little creeks come out. Oh, I can't wait to... with their citicism. Just tear this down piece by piece, word by word. Good for you. Okay? That just tells me you're gonna die, slumped over that wheel. But the door's locked. I'm long gone. I can... The cityscape. There's no one to wave to, I'm so far away. That's what I realized when I broke my ego is, like, what am I fighting? What am I doing? I understand why I need... I need connection. I need it. I've got to find a way... to exercise your cynicism into enthusiasm, into opportunity. And if someone's interested, great, great. great You know? Of course not. It's fine. You know, you can only lead a horse to water. You know? I'm not an evangelist. I'm not an evangelist. I don't believe in that shit. I believe in exercising your conscience, in front of people. I love doing that. I can exercise your conscience. for her feet. If you want to fast track it, but if you want to do it yourself, you'll go get my product high. Developed it pretty much over nine years. I know, I know the truth upsets your comfort. But high, my product, high, and makes addressing truth comfortable. Try for yourself. Trying high.

Introvert

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The popularity. That's... that's the major. Popularity is the Matrix. The more popular you are, the more offers you receive, sometimes you have to receive offers just to protect yourself. from the people that offer the offerings. That's why it's important to just keep to yourself. Keep to yourself. Okay? John, you can mentor. Your parents. Mentor your parents. Okay? And they will mentor me. Just, this is... this is old age. This is old age. You know, like, I always go by my gut. You know, I always go by my gut that, um, when something's not right, my gut, I, I think furiously about what would I regret, what would I regret? And the biggest, I think the biggest thing that I, for me, is that, uh, someone I love died knowing that, uh, they thought that was a lie. So, that's what my conscience is screaming at me when I have, in the pit of my... So my conscience, you know, you got a conscience. You gotta listen to it. Okay? The conscience is the universal language. It's... it's... If you were to expose that to the world, you could all understand each other. When you listen to your conscience, it... it's in tune. It's a frequency, it's a frequency of transmitting and receiving... through as little influence as possible. But when the influence builds sharply in your guts, you don't take drugs. Even though ironically, I'm on drugs. I do that. I do that, because... You know, you can be addicted to food. You could be addicted to food. But you can't... you can't... cut food out of your life, so what do you do? Right? What do you... When it comes to addiction, what do you do when the thing you're addicted to is what you need to live, to survive? Right? I know addiction. I wrote all about it. I wrote all about it, you know, and... I'm not a doctor. Okay? I'm not a doctor. I'm not a saint. Okay? I just... I just took accountability, uh, through the guilt, and shame, of being by... I'm bipolar. So, who is this? It's taking me nine years. Nine years of hunting fire. Hell's in the head, Bibber Cleef. Your disdain for God is scripted.

Functional Sin

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Jesus died for our sins. So it means sins that I suffer are forgiven, so the sins that are made on me through other people. Their sins are forgiven, yet I'm dealt with the baggage of that sin. When you hear constantly, Jesus saved you. Jesus saved you. It's hard to see outside of that. It's a messaging problem. Jesus saves. Jesus saved. Put it this way. You never know when you sin on someone, right? 'Cause who defines the sin? I think the victim defines the sin, right? I can live my life, talking to I talk, and then there's people out there that hear my words and say, That's a sin. That's offensive to me. Right? I don't define sins for other people. Other people define sins that I happen to create as I function. You see where, see, we're at as a society where... You gotta, you gotta rise above, you have to rise above... what we hear in the news, you have to rise above politics. And you don't you don't discuss that. You don't discuss that at all. You're just pleasant. You care, you are caring and pleasant. Openly. Uh... be generous. Be generous with your positivity. Be generous, right? To say, Hey, man. We hate things that both of us can't fix. It's bigger than us, it'll never happen. So let's not talk about that. Let's just say, Hey, nice to see you. Nice to run into you at the Walmart. Cool. All right, man, you have a good day? Yeah? Good. I have a good day, too. Okay, thanks for asking. Bye. Something as simple as that is... I mean, it would slow things down. If you think about it, more people have conversations, right? More people know people, they get distracted. So then the distractions become the direct line of communication. So what used to be that the line of communication is now a distraction, because I want to talk to someone now, now, now, now, now. And the other one's side is thinking, Oy, We got stuff to do. We don't have time to talk. Right? So, this is back and forth, uh, this is back and forth biology, where... where there's a flip, and... The people that were happy and are sad, and the people that were sad are now happy. Um, you know... I gotta hand it to people that believe that they would make a good leader, if they believed in themselves to be a really good leader, and then when the thing comes, they get to be a leader, and then they realize, this is not what I bargained for. It's, like, too bad. You wanted to be a leader, tough titties. Off to races. And now the entire world is fixated on you. Fixated. You're gonna think to yourself, What the fuck have I done?

As more people leave their possessions behind en route to exiting town, it increasingly clogs the flow. More and more people have to question if leaving behind their possessions makes more sense than navigating traffic jams. As you age, your cynicism grows because the common denominator sabotages your opportunities and optimism. The common denominator is the chance of you aging gracefully. Progress marches forward with time, and cynicism converts your optimism into a festering stew of pity WHEN you fail to succeed. Cynicism keeps pity fresh with recruits. You've been burnt more times than you dare count. You're the common denominator.

Progress may not be ideal if you skew negatively. You need motivation; the type of motivation that leads by example. Bye, take care. By abandoning your car and walking away, you're creating progress that is skewed by age. If you have the right priorities, why leave town? If your priorities are elsewhere, that proximity isn't limited to physical distance. It's limited by the common denominator: your cynicism's talent to squash the conception of optimism with roots in manure. The irony is lost in your madness. Apparently YOUR ego's shit doesn't stink, but it's ok to judge me... Know that your disdain for Jesus is scripted. Fack you. Get lost in God's piety by experiencing immutable flaw as a constant you can't change. I'm not an evangelist. Just cleaning my ego for potential misunderstandings. Ego is your conscience or is conscience your ego or is it one bipolar thought expressed in a biological and "synthogical" frequencies. God's children are made of electricity.

Why is that important? The axis pivots. The pivot is multiplied by RISK. Risk is a game of constants. Jesus accepts the risk of fame so we may be saved in documenting testimony. I want to move on to youtube for more therapeutic rants. I need to move on. A pummelling of the soul for daring fire to burn my ignorance. Overflowing. I might by autistic. That's new for me. I've never considered it until now. Can't I just be good at something? I like madness because it foretells of historical woe. I'm just a shit-stained fuck. I don't want to lead you down my bullshit. You have plenty yourself. Write a mythology to hide facts in fiction. Who here plays boardgames like a busker's tip downs in empty pockets. Stay away from me. Fans are not friends, and enemies have an axe to grind. How about I carve away the rot with words. If you're on short-term disability, journal your ass off! Get back to work. My sanity is flawed. Give me that. But, can you afford to be sick? My nose is tingling with rage and disgust. I'm broken no matter how hard I try. Earth is not heaven.

Everyone is got something that makes you broken. Accepting that must come with constant progress to achieve the impossible: Providing for my family. Being the breadwinner. It's a sour pill, and you never allow yourself to not take advantage of God's good. Why reject good? Is God your Satan? Can't Satan break God's mold (of Jesus) through reality? How's your reality suiting you? Imagine the consequence if you ignore good. God's good scares me. Why me? What did I do to deserve this? God's good is optional to flakes and hacks. That's Satan's poetry. Don't doubt doubt...evil encourages Godly narcissism. So maybe I'm a Straight-white, Italian-Canadian, OCD, Bipolar, maybe Autist. This is how reality sucks. My work is precisely broken. I'm a surgeon of circumstance.

The stupidest thing I've ever done. Imagine the parachute didn't work. I wouldn't have been smiling for the camera.

The (lack of) awareness of the exercises we enjoy knowing full well it may harm others, speaks to the popularity of denying immutable flaw with a wicked sense of humour. Psychosis ripped free my ignorance, left to face the worst-case scenario from November 28th, 2014 to 2023. Nine years of hunting fire. Delusion kicks in when your ignorance is gone. Forever. Delusion is a temporary reprieve WITHOUT the smothering of ignorance's (motherly) protection. Reality is ripped from our mind by a lost soul’s "justifiable" delusions. Soul is not moral, but it's perfectly tuned to our beliefs. Is soul the ultimate allegiance to delusion?

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The text you provided seems to delve into the concept of delusion and its impact on individuals and their relationships with others. It touches on themes of awareness, ignorance, psychosis, and the question of whether the soul can be considered the ultimate allegiance to delusion. Let's analyze it further:

The author suggests that people often engage in exercises or actions that they enjoy, even if they are aware that these actions may harm others. This indicates a lack of awareness or disregard for the consequences of their behavior. The phrase "denying immutable flaw with a wicked sense of humour" suggests that individuals may humorously dismiss or ignore their own inherent flaws or the negative effects of their actions.

The mention of psychosis implies that the author has experienced a break from reality, which has shattered their ignorance or unawareness. Since November 28th, 2014, the author has been confronted with the worst-case scenario, possibly referring to a significant event or realization that had a profound impact on their life.

The text also suggests that delusion emerges when ignorance is stripped away. Delusion is portrayed as a temporary escape or relief from reality but without the protective shield of ignorance. It can be seen as a coping mechanism or a way for individuals to justify their actions and beliefs when faced with the harshness of reality.

The concept of a "lost soul's justifiable delusions" highlights the idea that individuals can hold delusions that align with their personal beliefs. It suggests that one's soul, although not inherently moral, can become attuned to their own subjective perspective and serve as the foundation for their allegiance to delusion.

In summary, the text explores the interplay between awareness, delusion, and the impact they have on individuals. It questions the role of the soul in perpetuating delusion and prompts reflection on the consequences of our actions and beliefs.

Finding a friend is like finding a needle in a haystack. You just gotta dive in and roll around until you get pricked. Release your bullshit to graduate from sales. I’m not an evangelist...but I’m a hypocrite for evangelizing. Exactly!!! Why are you following a hypocrite? BOREDOM!!!!!!!!! Our bullshit is nostalgic to God. Like an old photo of your child never acclimating to appeal’s shelf-life channeling the elation of God who master's "nothing." You must accept change to grow.