How to live a contradiction-free life.

Be as wrong as reality demands with irreversible accountability.  Replace "belief" with "guess."  I guess there's a God.  No religious war was every waged on a guess.  Do I surrender to Christ?  I guess so.  Has Christ shown up for me?  I guess.  But guesses are not convincing as beliefs.  Good.  I like that.  Because I'm not forcing others to believe, I'm guessing my guesses are worth guessing about, I guess.  Get it?  Christ died for the contradictions reality forced us to commit because journeys are gross.  Sneakily so.  Good guess?  There is no sneakiness with God.  I guess there's a hell.  I guess the hell I've witnessed exists beyond the sunken dread I've suffered mentally signaling no mercy or grace.  I guess, when you take my advice, life will get worse because you constantly accept we're guilty when we reject self.  My guess is no one is perfect.  The best of us fall short, and use that condition to educate by example hoping authorities remain unaware of our "inspirational sources."

I'm sober hence I commit to falling short.  Purposely weak.