Genesis 1 continued...Part 4 (Syndrome of Delusion)

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Hey, chronic Christian again. So, I'm at my in-laws, 'cause we have family from out of town. Um, so I'm not, I'm not unable to do it from home, so I'm doing like a mobile version. At my, uh, my, my in-law's Bible, so it's not the same, this is the, NIV? I forget what that means. Oh, new international version. So I don't know what mine, I think mine's different at home, so... Take that into an account for my interpretation. Hopefully, it doesn't make much difference, but given the way I think, it might... Okay, let's start from the top, and just see where I land, okay? I will get through this chapter, if it kills me. Okay, Genesis one, one. In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. And now the earth was formless and empty. Darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters. over the flow. God was hovering over the floe. For me, for me, it would be the flow is orbiting God. Was God orbiting the flow? On the surface of the deep. was hovering, and the spirit, not him, but the spirit of God. was hovering over the waters. The Spirit of God. So it was not God that was hovering over the waters. It was the Spirit of God. So where was God? So, in the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. Now the earth was formless. The earth was formless. And empty. Darkness was over the surface of the deep. Darkness can be deep, right? Isn't created light yet? It's funny that in the absence of light, darkness is what represents nothingness. If there was nothing, can you imagine anything else other than darkness? God creates light. God to say, I create dark. Create light, dark is dark is the absence of the absence of spirit. So darkness is the absence of God's spirit, because God didn't have to create it, create life. We'll see. I think that's what I remember from the, from this. And God said, let there be light. Right? So it was always dark. Darkness... One way, masks depth, and it also highlights depth. Darkness highlights depth. Right? So before light, there was the Spirit of God. Before life was the Spirit of God. Before late was the Spirit of God, it was... It was an indication of his death to know everything. Here's the thing. I know, in my, it can be an instant. It can only be an instant that God would create. You were not home in Hall. I can't, a God would not have to contemplate. God doesn't have to contemplate. It is. It is. God before creation, was a perfect reflection. Of darkness. God, before creation, was a perfect reflection of darkness. And said, Let there be light. And there was light. God saw that the light was good. So God can appreciate, I guess, for me, that says that even though God is God, still appreciates. And I think that's, I think that's a perfect, Don't you like to appreciate things? Isn't it great when you could just let go of your bullshit and just appreciate something nice happening to you? Or someone you'd love? Just appreciation. Why is God devoid of that? If it feels good, God is everything. So of course, why not appreciate it? And it was good, not, not out of, uh, surprise. It was more like, uh, say bravado. Let there be light, and it was good. Well, something like that. God saw that the light was good, and he separated the light from the darkness. So I've had this problem before. So, Imagine dark exists, now light exists. So there would only be light. The darkness is overshadowed by the light in the same container. I shall separate the darkness from the light. Which means uh, with light, there was no darkness. With light, there was no darkness. But guess what? This is not heaven. Earth is not heaven, okay? There has to be a struggle. There has to be a struggle to appreciate darkness. Because you're not perfect. Okay? And it's, this is why, in my opinion, the consequence of creation is heartbreak. Because God knew. And God accepted without, with, with sheer, with sheer joy. That he must suffer to breathe life into our nostrils. For to stay infallible, He must forgive us, because you can't you can't have a heaven without forgiveness. I don't know how that works in the other way. Okay, I know that uh, when, I remember saying a pastor saying that when Christ, by for sins, the people that were in hell went to heaven. Something like that. Who knows? Okay, I don't want to dive too much into the Christianity of it. This is a Christian Bible, but I'm not, I'm a liberal. I'm a liberal person. I believe everything conservative, except abortion. That's the only thing that separates me from being completely, uh, conservative. So I am to the core of liberal, used to be liptard. I make sure my kids don't... Not really do they not grow up to be a limpard, but they're never a limpard. Why? If you're seeing this now, and you're a lip part, you have a lot to work. You have a fuck lot to learn. as I'll show you. Let it be light, and then there's light, good, outside, for light was good, and he separated the life from the dark. So, by separating, if they were to overlap, then, uh, the light would be great. That's the only thing I can think of. If they're one, then the darkness has to take away from light. equally. Because there's only these two things, 50-50. You have to assume, logically speaking, there's only 2 things. Like this in dirt, one can't exist out the other. So you would have to think it's a 50-50 at that point because nothing's been creative. There's no good or evil. Not yet. A separate life from the darkness, a God called the light day, and the darkness, he called night. So if I say God is the night, as well as the day, God is the night. God was night before he was dead. Because God did not create light. He did not need light. before us. They needed. So wait, God is being exposed to our reality. I must, the following changes must and will occur. We must have senses that are in tune with the reality. You must have sensors that are in tune to the reality, and as our reality changes, our senses become in and out of tune or adapt. Or whither way. Okay, so. I believe we started as like single celled organisms. And we've literally evolved over time. And the future, Christian. might have, might only be 3 feet tall, might only have A general use of their limbs. It might have oversized swollen brains. Who knows? Right? You're passing down. This is the thing that scares me about, um, the Bible. is that it's, for all you, for all we know, and I have the imagination to entertain this scenario. That this was literally a game of broken telephone. Christianity and religion itself is a game of broken telephone. Okay? Imagine the first person. that witnesses an event in biblical times. How do I, how do I? How do I record this for posterity? That's what I'm doing here. It's my feeble attempt. So when my kids see this, they'll see that, huh. I mean, think of it that way. Okay? So, that's what I sounded weird. Chronic Christian. This can be more of a longer one because I'm enjoying doing this and probably no one's going to read this. I enjoy doing this. So I'm gonna keep going. And the darks was called night, and then there was an evening, and there was a morning, and the 1st day, and God said, let there be an expanse. He's proclaiming to himself, let there be an expanse. That's the universe. Let there be an expanse. So does that mean God, what was God before the expanse? Did God remain, as he was, after, after the expanse? All I believe, the only thing that makes God different before and after, creation, and our, Our evolution is that he has to suffer, is to infinitely suffer, That he born, he born fallible beings in his image. Based on his image. And that he must forgive us, To remain infallible. Because why would a god? Why would God? create something in his own image. And not hold it to a higher standard. My opinion, that's why Jesus died for a sin. I think that acknowledges, I think that acknowledges that... before, before the Son of God, sets foot, that, that is the incubator of the expanse. Earth is within the incubator of these fans. For the Son of God, the manifest, and there's such thing as called as the Messiah complex. I had it. Don't have it anymore. Um, Is that, um, it's a, it's a syndrome of delusion. To believe you are the son of God, is a syndrome of delusion. And Um, why is that palatable? Why is that palatable in the expanse? Because... Because our imperfection, our imperfection, our imperfection, is challenged by doubt. Our imperfection is challenged by doubt. Our imperfection is challenged by doubt. When people cast doubt on God, no. They cast out on imperfection. Their own imperfection. It's a projection of what they can understand. onto something they hope doesn't exist, and that's a religion of atheism. I don't care. Like, I don't care, but come to me, say, look, maybe a few things. don't care. Go, go away. Go away. This is not for you. I do this that says my conscience. This is not for you. Fuck off. This fans had separated the water under, I say, flow. Separated the flow under the expanse from the flow above it. So the water traps the expanse. Water or the flow traps the expanse. Is that flow expanding? To expand or to shrink? I think there's only a point so far you can go shrinking. Maybe that's only as far as we can measure. I don't think you can infinitely shrink. At least not without the creativity to know that. In an expanse, in an ever shrinking expanse, um, you create a well. A wall of darkness, of deep darkness. And the water and the flow spills from the mouth. So the well of darkness is drinking. So instead of taking water from the well, the well is drinking in the float. I was having over the waters. And it was so... God called the expanse sky, and there was evening, and there was morning, the second day. And God said, let the water, the flow under the sky be gathered to one place, and let dry ground appear. And it was soaked. God called the dry ground land, and the gathered waters he called seas, and God saw that it was good. Then God said, let the land produce vegetation. So, my previous interpretation, that I believe that the affirmative, I don't think, was there yet, the firmament is a political divide that is a political divide in the mind that separates your truth from my truth. And the political divide is harmony, because it sees both sides of the aisle. But has no, has only well wishes. Only one wishes. I pray that you can result this. But in move that, I won't, I won't listen to both sides. Gripe about the other. That's fun for me. That'd be my idea of heaven. Just, just to know to be a mediator, to mediate, as a, as a positive, to me, as a positive influence, between 2 selfish sides of a coin. Two selfish sides of the coin. So now it talks about, this all, I'm talking about the charting of the mind. The charting of the mind. The mind, if you think of the darkened day, uh, Dude. Can't say. I can't say if God had a mind. What would the mind consist of? The mind would consist of, it would not deviate. So there's no, there's just straight connections, straight connections without deviation. Because there's no, there's no uh, flesh to rot. And there's no indecision. It's just straight pads to and from. Everything. Every little thing of everything. Forever. Just perfectly, uh, uh, architecture. To know that the flow will be drunk, by the well of darkness, by the well of darkness, that the land produce. Now we're talking about land and vegetation and seas. So what would be interesting that, that whole part, about the likeness and darkness, had everything do with the brain tissue? developing the brain tissue, and then the next thing, what you would naturally think would follow would maybe be the body. The muscles, the organs, the blood. The mucus, whatever. His next choice was to create land, sea, and vegetation. So, Earth left on its own accord. Thows to nature. The land vows, the earth vows to nature. Where's the brain bowel to? Should the brain bow to nature? Or has politics, or religion, or science, or or delusion? Separate us from nature. Separate us from nature. And that could be in part a root of, of the, the doubt. Doubt, the doubt? That... we ignore, that that we ignore, the fact that... We can only see God through our flaws. The people that doubt, unless you got through the flaws. Why'd you make this? Why'd you make this? For someone that says, Fuck God. Why did you make this? Why did you make me like this? How would God respond? I'm sorry. But I made the choice to create. In fact, I wasted no time. In an instant, I knew that I chose to suffer. God chooses to suffer. You gotta be watch about that shit. Thank God. God was willing to be infallible. by suffering. So that we have a chance to reach heaven. I'm never gonna get a suit, Captain. I can't. I am not a priest, man. I not an evangelist. There's so much in Genesis one. I can't even get through it. Maybe that's all this is. I go through Genesis one. Because it's just, it's the beginning. If you're gonna have questions, it's the beginning. What's the point of going through the rest of this? If I can't make sound sense out of the 1st chapter, the 1st verse. I mean, for how many, two, how many? So there's 31 verses. I don't know if we're gonna get through it. Well, that's it for today. Thanks for, uh, tuning in or not, whatever. I don't give a shit.