Genesis 1

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Hello, and, uh... Welcome to The Chronic Christian. So before I, as I find the first chapter, I just want to let you know up front that, um, I'm not a Christian. I go to Christian, um, church, where they preach the Bible. Um... I take my family to Christian church every week. I donate money to fish and church just about every week. Just... ew. Oh. I'm more, if you say, a sardonic poet, or an... up to chauvinist. Okay? I look at the world, and I want to see poetry. I want to see how poetic God can be. So when I read from the Bible, from the whole Bible, I read from the Christian Bible, it's to try and be poetic. That's the goal. It's not necessarily... the truth. And not necessarily, it's what is most poetic. That is the difference. So when I read this, and I come up with my interpretations, just recognize it as a form of entertainment. I'm not an evangelist. I'm not a minister, I'm not a priest. I'm not a nothing, okay? If I'm a counterfeit evangelist, you know what a counterfeit advantage this does? Does it evangelize? What I do say is that they'll take me, they'll take me on my word, okay? I'm doing this to clear my conscience. I need to read as much of this as possible. And this is how I'm doing this. I'm holding myself accountable. It's available to be viewed, although I don't advertise my site or my content. So it just, like, you have a house, right? My house is not invisible. If you walk on my street, you will see my house. Should you say, Oh, look at him. He was in imitation. It's a fucking house. Okay, have a dress. I have a phone number, I have an email address. I was that any different? Okay? I don't.. It's no different. So if you, if you don't like what I do, is not an excuse to come pipe on my house or something. or whatever, okay? It's just, I'm clear of my conscience. That's all I'm doing. Okay? Put on the conscience, trying to get, understand how Christian Christianity interprets God. God. So here we go. This is my second take on it, 'cause I had technical issue. I really like the first take, but there's nothing I can do about that. So just do a second, first take. And we chapter one of Genesis, and each video will be a chapter, from now until however long I go. Chapter one, Genesis. In the beginning, God prayed the heaven and the earth. So right now... there's no... you can't see it. This is just... So can God manifest thought? Does God think, or does he clearly know? God is unknowing, omnipotent. He spark, spark consciousness to life, to not be lonely anymore. The consequence of creation is the heartbreak that the universe, while perfect, is flawed. And to remain infallible, he must forgive us for our sins. When we ask for it, Jesus died for ourselves, for the sins that ensure God's infallibility. Prior to that, um, the pain was too great. for God. Before Jesus came, uh... It was a name of God. And the earth was without form and void, and darkness was upon the face of the deep. So, before anything is even created, it's dark and deep. Just like this. So right now, when I think, I don't have to visualize my thinking. I don't like to visualize my thinking. I can, but I don't require a situation. I don't need... I don't need visual. I don't need necessarily a visual to stimulate the mind. That's what thinking is. It's beyond the visual. It's, like, you couldn't see. I'm start working on your... How does your brain work? How do you... This is God right now. Let's just pretend I'm good. Okay? This is all he sees. He's getting cranated yet. He's not creating it. He's creating it. So this is all I see, he's already done... He is not set. Let there be light yet, so it's this. It only has darkness and deep, deep and dark. In the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters, So again. So again, there's no light. Water can exist in darkness. But there's no light. The gods said the light that it was good. God said not to be light, and there was light. And God sent the light that it was good, and God divided the light from the darkness. So there's darkness, create light. So darkness, and then everything was light, and then she divide the light from the darkness. Okay. To divide the light from darkness, um... when light, overright dark, or would it blend? So it was a gray? Or an off colour? Did it dissolve, or did it... was it like a bite fornication, or the division? And God called like day, and the darkness is called night, and the evening and the morning were the first day. And God said, let there be a firmament in the midst of the waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters. God made the firmament, and divided the waters from were under, from it, wait, waters which were under the firmament, from the waters which were above the firmament. And it was soap. I remember this. They don't have this diagram anymore. It's affirmative words like this, and it's from under water, so it rains, and stuff like that. Yeah. And that has to be wrong. Let's say it's wrong. They, uh, the author of Genesis... The author of Genesis... was that their way... of understanding God's order? Did God actually say that? It was meant to be poetic, or was it meant to be, like, nature? This is the nature of what I've created. It really paints me into a corner. I like the imagination. to... to accept them. God made the firmament, and the bite of the waters, which were under the firmament, from the waters, which were above the firmament, as it was so. We're not even... seven lines in versus in. And I'm calling bullshit. This is such a wacky choice. Um... I'm I'm one to entertain conspiracy. Um... You know, I went down the rabbit hole, the flat earth stuff, and ultimately, I would have to go into space. I would have to go into space. to see for myself. That's how, how, uh, narratives have really muddied the waters. for me I just, like, I need to see from my own eyes, I need to see from my own eyes, because this... I can't even read. There's a fit my model. The firmament, as it's described in the bottom, doesn't fit my model. The only way I can see it be is kind of like a well. A well. And... um... the cycling. I lack the imagination. to... to see beyond that. Let's say it's true. But it's true. Somehow, I just can't I can't connect with us. Let's just say, that's true. That's God's word, that's what he made. That's what this is. Um... Why, why keep this from us? Why not make it clear? Why are there fields of study that go out of the way to explain the mysteries religion can't? In my, in my introspection, my studying my contemplation, there's only one reason I can think of. My guy keeps... doesn't reveal himself, doesn't reveal what would just make it all abundantly clear that God is real, and this is his kingdom. God must not be bored. It's the reason why God's part is the life. He was bored, lonely, miserable. He was the neediness. through God. Through our neediness, we understand God before creation. and neediness. Isn't it awful? Can you imagine a God being needy? So he's like, I know that the consequence of creation is heartbreak. I know it's, like, pick your poison, but I want children. I want children. I want stars. What's the difference between children and stars to go? Nothing. Shine just as bright. So... If God created everything, God created everything. He created everything. Right? That amuses him. To know that... he who can remain infallible as long as he forgives you. So long as he forgives you. You ask for it, he forgives you. Jesus died for your sins. Okay? And entertainment. God needs to be entertained by the universe. Pick your poison. I'll try reading past that, I'll try and get through the chapter, but I don't know, man. And God called the firm in heaven, and the evening and the morning were the second day. God said, let the waters under the heaven be gathered together, unto one place, and let the dry land appear, and it was so, under the heaven, oh, because heaven is this. That was above the wall. Yeah, let's check it out. Can't do it anyway. Are you there? That's enough. Leo!ia?