May 10th, 2023

I found out that 5mg of THC is a much better dosage for me.  I don't have an dark thoughts.  I'm taking breaks to ensure my tolerance remains low.  You couldn't pay me to exceed 10mg.  Not even for a billion dollars?  That's right.  Go fuck yourself.  Reality is a distraction from crazy.  Sure, a balanced life makes the case for reality as a distraction, but when it doesn't resonate I suffer in isolation.  That's when crazy is the answer to the disease.  Just a tiny reprieve.  Don't break the law.  Don't ruin your marriage.  Just exercise your conscious and hope like-minded people develop a healthy interest in what you have to offer as a person.

I do NOT want to be famous.  I like my privacy.  I'd like to work behind the scenes as the "idea" guy.  I'm good at ideas.  I'd like to meet Elon Musk and tell him my ideas.